As much as I talk about furthering my education so that I would have better career advancement, I actually have a secret dream. Not many people know about it because when I speak of this secret dream of mine, it’s usually in jest and they don’t really think that I’m serious about being a
stay at home mom domestic goddess queen.
I would gladly give up my career to be take charge of my
hometemple and be adored and worshipped by my husband and kids subjects, who will shower me with gifts and sex love.
Of course that kind of worship doesn’t come free. There would be much
housework rituals to perform. The maintenance of the house temple is important because a domestic goddess queen isn’t a domestic goddess queen without a beautiful, well maintained home.
Ok, so it’s a rather thankless job but I really like the idea of taking care of my family. You know, sending the husband off to work with a kiss and the kids off to school with their lunch boxes. Very much like the mothers you see on tv from the 60s. Very idealistic of me but of course, real life would be different.
The fact of the matter is that, I know what it’s like to have a maid at home and it’s not as wonderful as people make it out to be. I have my own system and I like being in control. Having someone else in the house doing the housework would take that control away from me and I hate that. At least when I do the housework, I know where everything is and I can sort of keep track of things. That way, I can make sure that no one touches my stuff and mess up my system of things. Besides, I would rather take care of the kids by myself then palm them off to someone else. That way, I can keep track of what they’re doing and learning. Control freak much?
I just hope that one day, this dream of mine will come true and I very much look forward to that day.
Though the question that needs to be ask is, does this dream of mine make me seem weak and worthless, to be dependent solely on a man for everything?
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